In case you're curious I prayed about this matter and received a possble answer.
Of course, it could all be delusion, but I have to admit it is rather compelling.
The conversation went something like this:
INTELLIGENT DESIGNER: 'Do you really feel the way I have treated you is a testimony of my "dangerous insanity"?
ME: No, you've been more than kind to me. Actually, much better than I feel I deserve
INTELLIGENT DESIGNER: How is what I do with others any of your business? Don't you feel you should be grateful those bad things are not happening to you?
ME: Yes, of course, you're right...again
INTELLIGENT DESIGNER: Did you expect anything less?